High School Life Epic Failures
During these few days, nothing much have happened. I’ve just very depressed over having to go back to school in 2 weeks. Although 2 weeks is a pretty long time, it’s become short due to the fact that I’ve already went through 6 weeks that quickly. 2 weeks is like a minute to me at this moment. I wake up at 10, then I look at the clock and find out it’s 5 in the afternoon. It scares the crap out of me when that happens. Every living minute I go “I don’t want to go back there, don’t make me go back there!” I’ve been talking about wanting to be home schooled so many times that my dad is trying to make me shut up by buying me an iPhone 3GS. I was like “Freedom of speech, man!” and he’s all “This ain’t America, yo.” I think he’s serious because he wants me to sign a contract, he’s already written it and it says something like: “I agreed with you that I will continuous to attend school until graduation, and then I will go to university.” I was like “If this were a real contract, your grammar would make this whole deal illegitimate.” If homeschooling were legal here, I’d do it.The thing is, I hate having to deal with school because it drives me crazy having to sit in the classroom and doing absolutely nothing because the teachers love to slack off and stick worksheets in our hands then go back to their desk and do whatever like watch explicit adult movies on their laptops or something. I actually have a problem with eating alone in public, so I ended up not eating until I got home. So I was literally starving myself, but I’m definitely not anorexic because I eat all the time. I just feel like people are judging me if I’m eating alone like: “Haha she sucks she has no one to sit with today!” Which it pretty stupid but I dunno why I just can’t sit in the canteen by myself. I just have to sit with someone. Then what I really hate is being forced to socialize with people, which is what high school is all about apparently. I used to believe in yin and yang and the fact that good balances bad, like my life at home is supposedly way better than my nonexistent social life but now, both aren’t working out so hot. I’m really depressed and disappointed at whoever makes these arrangements for me to live my life like this as time goes by.
Maybe the problem is just the teachers and how they teach rather than something else…I think you just need to find a school where the teachers really cared for you and your education, which makes them constantly on your back about this and that. Also, ones who can help you with schoolwork and such.
In high school, all four years, I had teachers who really cared for me and my education. They constantly help us when we need it and at times they will just randomly come over and ask if everything is alright.
I think you just have a problem with the teachers and the environment they put you through.
Take care!
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Ugh, I hate when people does that when your sitting by yourself there always like ‘ugh, look at her loner’ and chucks food at you, its stupid. I sit with my sister at lunch times and everyone is like ‘why is she sitting with her sister for’ and im just like ’cause i want to alright?’ its so darn stupid. I want to be homeschooled to, i just hate school. =/
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I do have a NDS but I got bored of all of my games, plus TV gets boring rather quickly if you watch alot which I did when I had no laptop. xD
I know what you mean about time going fast. Every year seems to go by faster and faster. It’s beyond a joke. Especially when you DON’T want time to go fast.
It sucks that your teachers don’t actually ‘teach’ you. Can’t you complain about them or something?
School is the worst, but once your gone I bet you’ll want to go back. Just like I do and I hated school with a passion.
Hopefully it will fly by for you, good look making friends and feel better soon. <3
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summer is going by sooo slow for me, at least so far it has been going slow. im actually really excited that there is only two weeks left and im back to school! i cant wait to see my friends again!
high school’s not so bad…i hate sitting by myself too, thats why i always hope with all my might that i get at least one friend during my lunch! lol. i dont eat at lunch though, but thats just because im too lazy to go up to the lunch line and get something to eat, ha.
but your dad sounds like my brother. he made me sign a contract about getting a new computer last year, lol. my birthday is in october but in july i wanted a new computer and i think i said “if u get me a new computer i wont ask for anything anymore for my birthday!” and he made me sign a contract and everything, he even made a copy just incase i ripped up the original LOL
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I’m going back to school in like 3 weeks now. The weeks have just blown by :[ It’s depressing. the main reason I don’t want to go back to school though is because we are starting new classes and preparing for these verryyy important tests. So I’m not looking forward to it at all.
I’m sorry people are mean when you sit by yourself. Sometimes at lunch I see people sitting by themselves and I feel bad, but I shouldn’t, afterall if someone was sitting by themselves in a rastraunt nobody would care.
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Haha, actually the big red button just has some text and you read it but there is no sound however it’s so funny, the stupid shiz it says makes me laugh haha.
You should download it, it’s just totally cool!
I know, I stopped eating cause that’s exactly what people do at my school if your alone or with your sister or borther (family) they call you a freak and chuck food at you. It’s darn stupid, that’s why I stopped eating and just walk around the school with my sister.
I love my sister but I dont get why people doesnt want us hanging about together, it annoys me alot.
Thank you for replying BTW, I didnt expect it haha xD I love your site, very cute layout!
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I can’t believe summer has gone by so fast either. I almost wish I could go back and take the last month of school again just so I could restart the summer. Mine has seemed so unproductive and pointless this year. And dude, you totally have to take your dad up on that iPhone deal
I mean you still have to go to school anyhow so might as well.
I hope high school gets better for you, I’m starting this September so I’m kind of excited, but most of our grade doesn’t want to go x_x We just like being in grade school - care free grade school :’(
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Haha, tell me about it. Annoying BUT funny
It’s so darn stupid, right? I mean, I can sit with who I want and I noone should care. I hate high school it stinks, everyone judges you as you said and it’s just so childish. Yeah, I know, that’s why sometimes, I ask my mom for a snack so I can eat it at school and water sort of fills me up
I love these smilies, they are so cute!
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hey (:
this layout is fabulous, i love how you chose earthy, neutral colours. great job.
2 weeks? well, that isn’t far
& i always get scared how fast time goes
i go back in around a month, i’m dreading it already
uhh, i freakin’ hate it when teachers just give out worksheets. it isn’t really teaching, freakin’ lazy they are. blah. no wonder kids ain’t learning much any more. :\
the tutorial looks awesome. might try it soon
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Okay, okay WTF. “So she can sleep with someone when she grows up”… I would of blushed red and never talked to her again LOL. Joking, but that is embarassing.
I’m blushing right now actually cause of all the comments about it, it’s werid especially coming from Justin’s dad haha.
I agree, I miss Primary School as well. I was shy but everyone was at least alright and people who didnt like me, didnt say anything but now in High School, they are actually threating, hitting and shit. It’s just stupid, I miss my Primary school days.. ~
Loves <3
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Gahhhhh. I don’t want to go back to school either. But unlike you, i only have 1 week.
This summer has reallyyyy gone by way too fast. >.<
Ehhh. school sucks. Stupid mean people who are judgmental. Hmph.
But on the bright side I loveeeee the new layout tutorial.
Hahahah. Yeah, the progress with my list has…. stayed the same. I’m not sure if I can finish it by the time school starts.
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TEEHEE.
Don’t you have to do a little something called… RENEWING your domain every year?!
But ya… I remember you being like one of my first affiliates when I first opened Dynamic Shock - so your site has to be up for at least one year!
I know what you mean about the socializing thing… This will be my first year at high school this year - and I’m very afraid that the same thing will happen to me. I have lots of friends, though… So I don’t think I will have that problem. Let’s hope not, anyways!
Oh, by the way… I LOVE that layout tutorial!
The result looks GORGEOUS!!
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hi thanks yeh it can be really boring without an internet connection and a transparent door!?! woahh lol
lol you were lucky LOL aww your poor mom lol hahahhaa
aww that sucks that you’re not looking forward to going back to school
some of my teachers used to do that too i didnt really like school when i was there but i miss it now and i wish i could go back sometimes
i love these emoticons btw
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I’m pretty sure you’ll have a life if you didn’t have a site
Hehe xD I’m from the US….the whole applying for visa thing is confusing :x And where I live, we don’t have to have entrace exams 
Which is cool 
My audition went well, I’m not gonna go into detials here cause I’ll probably be writing an essay 
I’m gonna blog about it instead 
Jenny is sowwie to hear that you’re startinh school in 2 weeks
I know exactly what you mean by “2 weeks is like a minute to me at this moment” because that’s how it was with school last year and this summer too 
Homeschooling sounds boring to me cause you’re stuck at home and your parents are teaching you 
Um, yeah…I don’t exactly have the best relationship with my parents at the moment 
Hehe, that’s funny that your dad was trying to make you shut up by giving you a 3GS 
The rock layout tutorial looks cool 
Although it’s not my “style” so I don’t think I’ll be looking in to it 
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Exactly! I want to get homeschooled too but it’s not gonna happen
What I suck at is small talk. I’m so shy it’s really hard. I can’t just go up to someone and go “have you seen any good movies latley?”. That’s just creepy.
Everyone says to be really positive and smile a lot but buuutttt that’s so not my personality:/
And the girls at my high school are so bratty and mean. urg it’s gonna be a hard year. You don’t have to comment back, my blog is screwed up.
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Sometimes I wish my school hired better teacher, but I know that a majority are good ones
^^ I wish my dad would shut me up like that. hahahaha. But it never works with my parents. 
LOL I guess I would’ve corrected the contract instead of signing it. hahahahahah. It’s stupid that homeschooling is against the law. Kids need to be taught at home if they need special needs or they just can’t learn properly in the stupid local school systems. One of my friends has mild anxiety attacks when he goes to school, so he got homeschooled for 2+ years. The gov never tracked him down 
Weird… I don’t like “socialing” much either. All these popular girls are so obnoxious and they make a racket and fool around and that’s how everyone loves them. Leave me out of it. *rolls eyes* Well, I hope you’ll feel better about school *cough*
PS: I don’t think ALL your teachers/staff are bad. I think your middle school U14 girls volleyball coach is pretty nice
but you should know better than me. Maybe I’m wrong hahah.
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where di the guild layouts go?
btw non of the css lays work on neopets, it says the code doesnt work or something…. please get your guild layouts back, they were adorable!!
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Awee, why thank you.
How are you?
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true, it depends how you act or think about it on the web.
i think social networking really changes me in a way, and helps me with school work, idk how. i wish my mum would just see it my way, instead of moaning about her own.
uhh, typhoons seem freaky :\ & scary too :\
LOL me too, summer holidays are the best. it’s going too fast though
winter’s nice, it’s more cool and relaxing. you can properly relax during christmas. & snow. =D
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Gosh you start school in 2 weeks?! Kids here don’t start until September! I remember when I was in school, the 6 week holidays used to go so quick, it was really depressing actually. Your dads trying to bribe you?! I’d go along with the bribes haha. Home schooling would be quite depressing really, especially when it would only be you, you’d feel rather lonely eventually. xD
Oh my Maths teacher was like that. We got these interactive white boards instead of black boards put in. And ever since my Maths teacher got one, all she did was give us a workbook and talk on MSN with another Maths teacher.
Was ridiculous if you ask me. I managed to pass Maths… just. No thanks to my teacher though.
Wow that layout tutorial is awesome! I might follow it some day… when I get a graphics program back anyway.
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Aww sorry that you hate high school. If it makes you feel any better I don’t have time to socialize! Too much school work pounding on my closed door. Week after week I have stuff on, and I reply on the weekends too much for extra time to study.
I really wish I cherished my hours of freedom in years 7-8 and maybe even 9. But instead I wasted it on the internet lmao. (and still sort of am)
I don’t get why American teenagers have so much free time on their hands especially in curricular activities. I’m involved in none and I’m still as busy as a bee.
Anyways, university will be so much better (or so I hope). High school will fly swiftly, sometimes slowly. If you hate sitting by yourself join some school activities and go to the meetings at lunch? Just a suggestion
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Hey hun!
Sorry if you tried to get on my site before and it didnt work =S I had a problem with my wordpress but it’s sorta of fixed now lol =D
ily. xxx
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WHERE DID ALL THE NEOPETS THINGS GO?!?!?
now i cant find where anything is. i need the petpage layouts and stuff, but now its all gone!
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hey just wanted to say i love this site, and the fonts are awesome! but i have some trouble trying to use them with MS paint, any advice?
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Dude, this post is epic and authentic!
I’m a writer and somehow I find myself writing about this guy who ran away from home for the summer with a lot of same attitudes of this post. I’m scanning the blogs for some authentic voice from high school guys to keep my story going. This has given me a great idea for the next part of the book. I’ll have my runaway dude forge the paperwork to officially send himself to homeschool without his parents knowing about it, so he can finish high school without the hassle of going there.
You should write your life while it’s all fresh. Check out nanowrimo.org *(seriously)
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